20.1.10
I realized, that all the while I've been merely distracting myself from the 'inevitable', yet the 'inevitable' might not have been inevitable if i had not distracted myself from 'itself'.
You have no idea how much regretful I am. Leave something for something else, only to discover that you don't want that something else, which in this case, is/was a distraction, and bracing yourself for the inevitable when the 'inevitable' was not so... yes, you get it.
FML
You have no idea how much regretful I am. Leave something for something else, only to discover that you don't want that something else, which in this case, is/was a distraction, and bracing yourself for the inevitable when the 'inevitable' was not so... yes, you get it.
FML
15.9.09
4.9.09
Of cakes and candles,
And birthday songs,
Cake on our faces,
Faces of the dear ones,
Who truly make my life up,
What a birthday indeed.
Of disks and saucers,
And flicks and swipes,
And perhaps the blue moon layout,
What a fine group of friends,
What a gift from heaven.
Of cybercafes and ten-dollar notes,
With all that pointless shouting,
Fill up some sunday evenings,
And keep them refreshing.
'To The Throne!', you say,
And the game goes on.
After all the brotherly love,
Comes perhaps another,
One of a kind.
A new beginning,
A hopeful one,
The first already so fulfilling.
It shall last long,
It must last long,
Until the sun goes out.
Of empty theatres and sheepish grins,
And the occasional laugh,
And then the walk home,
Which was like no other.
Of adrenaline rushes,
And the aftermath,
It was all worth it.
Of late nights at home,
Won't I dream of you this slumber.
And awaken to a bright new morning.
And birthday songs,
Cake on our faces,
Faces of the dear ones,
Who truly make my life up,
What a birthday indeed.
Of disks and saucers,
And flicks and swipes,
And perhaps the blue moon layout,
What a fine group of friends,
What a gift from heaven.
Of cybercafes and ten-dollar notes,
With all that pointless shouting,
Fill up some sunday evenings,
And keep them refreshing.
'To The Throne!', you say,
And the game goes on.
After all the brotherly love,
Comes perhaps another,
One of a kind.
A new beginning,
A hopeful one,
The first already so fulfilling.
It shall last long,
It must last long,
Until the sun goes out.
Of empty theatres and sheepish grins,
And the occasional laugh,
And then the walk home,
Which was like no other.
Of adrenaline rushes,
And the aftermath,
It was all worth it.
Of late nights at home,
Won't I dream of you this slumber.
And awaken to a bright new morning.
31.8.09
20.8.09
I like the weather now. Moderate rain, with the sound of water splashing as cars drive by, a consistent splitting sound to fill in the emptyness of the evening. Sun still there, hidden behind clouds, like a child hides behind his mother. Accompanied by oh-so-soothing music whispering into your eardrums. Makes me feel so small. Like life has so much more in store than this.
Started reading again after today. Picked up a book from the library, only to borrow it when the bell rang. Childhood pasttime, and feels like its going to be brought out from the graves. Takes you out of the real world for a moment, and when your back, you can't help but wonder whether life is really going to remain the same, or if it can be altered in any way.
Same goes with music. It just reaches to your soul. The emotions stirring up within you when you hear a song for the first time and it catches you. Then you play it a few more times and your hooked. And you don't really care about anything else.
Oh, that's funny. The rain has subsided into a mere drizzle. The splashing sound has dimmed, and the sky's lighting up again for awhile. And I've lost my motivation.
Seems I have to start living life to its fullest, and stop delaying, or being afraid, or being pressured, or let anyone else control me by any way. Have to start living a life on my own.
And not care what anyone else thinks of me.
Started reading again after today. Picked up a book from the library, only to borrow it when the bell rang. Childhood pasttime, and feels like its going to be brought out from the graves. Takes you out of the real world for a moment, and when your back, you can't help but wonder whether life is really going to remain the same, or if it can be altered in any way.
Same goes with music. It just reaches to your soul. The emotions stirring up within you when you hear a song for the first time and it catches you. Then you play it a few more times and your hooked. And you don't really care about anything else.
Oh, that's funny. The rain has subsided into a mere drizzle. The splashing sound has dimmed, and the sky's lighting up again for awhile. And I've lost my motivation.
Seems I have to start living life to its fullest, and stop delaying, or being afraid, or being pressured, or let anyone else control me by any way. Have to start living a life on my own.
And not care what anyone else thinks of me.
26.7.09
Blogger has finally allowed me to post, but the bar to upload pictures and stuff is missing. Blog looks so dead without pictures. Or is it me or just this laptop? Anyway this week has been eventful, to say the least.
>Prison Break Finale
>1st REAL Frisbee Match
>Von and Brenna!
>Hillsongs! IT WAS AWESOME(!^999)
Michael Scofield died. I thought it was his nose-bleed thing, but turned out he sacrificed himself for sara. How touching. A great ending, if he hadn't died it would have been too much of a fairy tale (like harper's island, tsk). Show was longwinded, but the ending few episodes was really O:-ing. Next time when im rich im gonna buy prison break and watch it all over again. I liked the last line of the whole show; We are free.
*
Frisbee might seem like a sport to play with dogs but its really very tiring. Go on to youtube and search 'ultimate frisbee' and you'll see. On wednesday our little team went to play with the Singapore Frisbee team, and we got owned like kids. Wonderful throws. They gave chance man. But dont worry, we'll own them in a few years right!?
*
Von came back last friday, and went off on the same day. Good to see him after so long, oh and hes grown so much bigger now. He still pinches nipples, esp mine. We watched Harry Potter AND IT WAS SO FREAKING BORING! DO NOT watch it. Its 2 hours of talking, and Hermoine isn't worth the ticket money. Brenna too, and im convinced shes grown shorter. Watched The Haunting In Connecticut. Its more of gory and freaky than scary, with all the bodies at the end. Vile.
*
HILLSONGS WAS SO DAMN GREAT DONT YOU AGREE GUYZXZXZ. (HAHA LEMUEL)
That guy GAVE UP HIS TICKET. LIKE WHO THE HELL GIVES UP A HILLSONG UNITED TICKET! They only come once a year, and when they do its usually so spectaculour and life-changing. Seriously, sigh. But yesterday night was one of a kind. Felt abit dead at the starting, but as the slow songs came and the sermon, felt so much better. Like peace and joy better! And then the fast songs came in again and we all went crazy =D Awesome. My feet has blisters from jumping. Try to list the songs played;
Freedom Is Here
Break Free
No Reason To Hide
Mighty To Save
Hosanna
Tear Down The Walls
Shout unto God
[BREAK]
You Hold Me Now
Desert Song
With Everything
The Stand
Yours Forever
Take It All
Your Name High
One Way
Solution
Definately missed out some. See what you missed Lemuel? Atmosphere was so awesomemicficallyspectacular. YEAH.
*
The Final Destination (FD4) is coming out soon and its in 3D. Will require the assistance of the older guys to sneak me in again. Oh and i just watched SG play Liverpool in soccer. 5-0 GUESS WHO WON. I really wonder.
And i want my bagpack.
God be the Solution!
>Prison Break Finale
>1st REAL Frisbee Match
>Von and Brenna!
>Hillsongs! IT WAS AWESOME(!^999)
Michael Scofield died. I thought it was his nose-bleed thing, but turned out he sacrificed himself for sara. How touching. A great ending, if he hadn't died it would have been too much of a fairy tale (like harper's island, tsk). Show was longwinded, but the ending few episodes was really O:-ing. Next time when im rich im gonna buy prison break and watch it all over again. I liked the last line of the whole show; We are free.
*
Frisbee might seem like a sport to play with dogs but its really very tiring. Go on to youtube and search 'ultimate frisbee' and you'll see. On wednesday our little team went to play with the Singapore Frisbee team, and we got owned like kids. Wonderful throws. They gave chance man. But dont worry, we'll own them in a few years right!?
*
Von came back last friday, and went off on the same day. Good to see him after so long, oh and hes grown so much bigger now. He still pinches nipples, esp mine. We watched Harry Potter AND IT WAS SO FREAKING BORING! DO NOT watch it. Its 2 hours of talking, and Hermoine isn't worth the ticket money. Brenna too, and im convinced shes grown shorter. Watched The Haunting In Connecticut. Its more of gory and freaky than scary, with all the bodies at the end. Vile.
*
HILLSONGS WAS SO DAMN GREAT DONT YOU AGREE GUYZXZXZ. (HAHA LEMUEL)
That guy GAVE UP HIS TICKET. LIKE WHO THE HELL GIVES UP A HILLSONG UNITED TICKET! They only come once a year, and when they do its usually so spectaculour and life-changing. Seriously, sigh. But yesterday night was one of a kind. Felt abit dead at the starting, but as the slow songs came and the sermon, felt so much better. Like peace and joy better! And then the fast songs came in again and we all went crazy =D Awesome. My feet has blisters from jumping. Try to list the songs played;
Freedom Is Here
Break Free
No Reason To Hide
Mighty To Save
Hosanna
Tear Down The Walls
Shout unto God
[BREAK]
You Hold Me Now
Desert Song
With Everything
The Stand
Yours Forever
Take It All
Your Name High
One Way
Solution
Definately missed out some. See what you missed Lemuel? Atmosphere was so awesomemicficallyspectacular. YEAH.
*
The Final Destination (FD4) is coming out soon and its in 3D. Will require the assistance of the older guys to sneak me in again. Oh and i just watched SG play Liverpool in soccer. 5-0 GUESS WHO WON. I really wonder.
And i want my bagpack.
God be the Solution!
12.7.09
Frisbee's such a nice sport. Was supposed to play yesterday, but my body would not permit me and threw a tantrum, resulting in a rise of temperature. Simply speaking, a fever.
(We're planning to organise a frisbee team!)
*
Then today was EL's 42 anniversary lunch. All in all it was okay, but the gaps in between the serving of each course was horrible. One moment your craving for that roast chicken, but the ingenious waiters serve it about 14323879 hours later, when you have already lost your appetite. Wonderful.
Then off to Vivo and Marche.
There are no words to describe this restaurant. The food there is fabulous. And it doesn't charge GST, meaning an average meal beats fish&co flat. Legendary ^^
*
And then what do you know, its school again. God, i hate this cycle.
27.6.09
Congragulations! You are the first person to arrive and, and have won one million dollars! OR you could step out of your dream and claim your lunch. It wasn't so hard wasn't it. Just a lil bit of thinking, and a lil trial and error, and here you were. Like i said, the sentence makes sense, i didn't say the blog url did.
Ahh. I shall create another one soon. I like this, didn't you?
Ahh. I shall create another one soon. I like this, didn't you?
24.6.09
Let's see now.
400 Namecards typed into Excel.
400 Companies called by ME.
200 of them were not in the catagory.
200 left.
100 company websites visited for Email.
New list created.
200 Companies this time.
200 websites visited.
200 Emails sent.
Hell yeah i deserve that money. HAHA.
Today was the last day of work, and it all felt so fast. I liked my work. Sitting in an office all day long, and when all is done, out comes facebook. I mean-nothing. I love the job. Hopefully year end i'll get hired again.
*
Prison Break's so interesting these days. I know its just breaking in/out of stuff the whole time, but its the WAY they do the stuff and WHY they do it. Heh. 2 episodes ago Brad Bellick died.
Sacrificed himself for the sake of mankind. Or rather, 0.0001% of mankind. Hee.
*
School hols not extending anymore, sad thing. Was hoping for an extra week of break. €artly cos i haven't completed half my homework. Must pray i have motivation to do most of it tonight. But wait theres prison break...
Right. Don't you love TV. TV with milk. Protein/Calcium ^^
Chestpress.
*
Dear MOE, please grant my request,
400 Namecards typed into Excel.
400 Companies called by ME.
200 of them were not in the catagory.
200 left.
100 company websites visited for Email.
New list created.
200 Companies this time.
200 websites visited.
200 Emails sent.
Hell yeah i deserve that money. HAHA.
Today was the last day of work, and it all felt so fast. I liked my work. Sitting in an office all day long, and when all is done, out comes facebook. I mean-nothing. I love the job. Hopefully year end i'll get hired again.
*
Prison Break's so interesting these days. I know its just breaking in/out of stuff the whole time, but its the WAY they do the stuff and WHY they do it. Heh. 2 episodes ago Brad Bellick died.
Sacrificed himself for the sake of mankind. Or rather, 0.0001% of mankind. Hee.
*
School hols not extending anymore, sad thing. Was hoping for an extra week of break. €artly cos i haven't completed half my homework. Must pray i have motivation to do most of it tonight. But wait theres prison break...
Right. Don't you love TV. TV with milk. Protein/Calcium ^^
Chestpress.
*
Dear MOE, please grant my request,
12.6.09
Prison break's such a thriller. I like this guy. The way he carries himself and the way he appears in front (or behind) people is damn cool. A man of little words, and he really does what he's supposed to do efficiently. Which reminds me that i still have some homework to do. Some, being all those that i haven't touched. Practically everything.
Torture method. I didn't think that smelling stuff can make you feel so bad. Cool, huh. Poor Gretchen.
*
Now i know how adults feel when its a friday and they have the weekend ahead oh them. Oh but i'm not stressed. I like my work! Its a nice little showroom with an office behind of only 3 people. Reason being not many customers walk in. Reason being the audio products we sell are so high end that the best ones cos 176,000 a pair. Speakers. I'll get pictures soon. Nice workplace.
Gss' a good excuse to go shopping. Haven't updated my wardrobe in a few thousand months and its time to refresh it. I wanna get pink and violet shirts. HAH. No more black-and-white stuff.
$$$$$$$$$ Hee.
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