come home only kana scolded. for nuts. my dad scold until everything he say must be right. all the rules and stuff. then he like to assume things also. everything must go his way. cant change one. his later in life u will thank me rules and 1980s regulations. u must sleep early cos ur body needs it goodness sake la its holiday. can juz wake up late right. but no.. must wake up early. for wad? worst, if he nth to say he will repeat wad he say or change subject. he can never be wrong.

at least last few days w/o him was fun. =) lem hse overnight with andreas. and calvin [ one of the nights ]. and sam. haha. 5 ppl one room with 3 laptops 2 comps. free lan! lolz. but i owe andreas 20 bucks oO. and khan 6 bucks. and lem 3 bucks. sian.

now when im all alone at home... i feel better thn when my dad is around. my mom is okay... but my dad. hes like someone u never want to be with half of the time. sometimes he treats me nice. thn th next day back to th same thing. quarrels.

i look happy when i go out. at school or church. look. but im not. is i noe how to hide my feelings very well. mayb i take things too seriouly. mayb i shud juz forget everything. dun care abt ppl.

only God knows.

2nd day at lem hse. juz dota finish again. now we dun wan slp... wan do stuff [ LOL ] until like 5 am then slp. haha.

today woke up at like 12. then dota awhile then go play basketball. haha. basketball only me andreas sam kayhan so play abc. but all like cmi then end game lor. go eat lunch. then decided go lan. haha. until like 7+ then went andreas hse for dinner. tomyam noodle =) borrowed money from him. and clothes from lem. sian la everything borrow. owe him 20 bucks. and my phone has no battery. great. wonderful.

now dunno where lem go so lookin at ppl friendster. damn sian but dunwna slp.. zz wad to do siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

now at frens hse. 2 30++ liao lazy to sleep. juz now from 11+ plus dota until now. lolz. still dunwan slp. hmm..