i really miss you.

one slow song and i will emo. have to listen all the metal and rock fast songs. shit

its raining now.

i dont know what to say to u... i cant. its like i cant do anything. maybe u have to start.

its like the rain... cant predict you. one more year like this? i dont think so... i cant take it anymore. the last one was the worst since camp... cried in school. kept my head down.. no one knew. that was better i guess.

missed 3 prayer meeting alr... occupied by cca. i have to really find some way to go.. get things cleared up.. sort things out. and maybe be happy again.

storms comin... no songs for today.

metal songs are not supposed to make you emo. but the slow metal songs... like th one playin... i wont see you tonight by avenged sevenfold... it juz... i dunno.. makes me start thinkin of alot of stuff again... but i dun wanna change the song... this emo-ness has become apart of me even tho its only been abt a month... its like theres sth i need to do... so i cant lose that feeling even tho its not nice...

OMGOSH. i didnt use the comp for 2 hours and my friendster views shoot up from 4 to 14. wad the.................

see that nice white thing on th left thats spoiling my blog image? its called a fren test and i did it cos i got SO FREAKKIN BORED.

do if u want.

in the middle of a world that denies it believes, it is beaking apart at its very seams.

oh no.. not again. dont do this to me...