i cant even play one game without the bloody internet disconnectin.. irritating. idiots stop calling my house phone la
only thing happy was the duck rice uncle at th market near the school gave me free kway chap. huh
16.1.08
a not so emo post for once =)
mr siva didnt come for two days. lolol. slack for maths and pe. but he gave maths homework.. alot. we were jking abt the dot on his forehead... wad does it mean huh.. you are here. or u scratch it off and u win sth. eh why are u recording me? or it can be a coffe diespenser. jokes from jeff dunham so dun blame me =)
pool is so fun when u are bored. the msn one... its so cooooooooool. xD at least u dun have to pay for it.
watch jeff dunham. hes so cool... and his puppets are so damn cute. go youtube and search his name... i watch it almost everyday. OMGOSH LA SO FUNNYYYYY. some ppl dunwan listen to me watch... ur problem lor =).
i finally undestand the meaning of kway chap. i have nv eaten it in my life... serously. when nic said kway chao i was like wads that.. then he said its pork with some kind of noodles. lol. looks nice.. one day ill try it xD
saved abt 200+ le [ YEAH !! ] i wanna get a bag and a bass set... and i wanna eat pizza tmr. who wants to come. and im not treatin u. haha.
time passes so slowly... i really miss the holidays. sigh...
mr siva didnt come for two days. lolol. slack for maths and pe. but he gave maths homework.. alot. we were jking abt the dot on his forehead... wad does it mean huh.. you are here. or u scratch it off and u win sth. eh why are u recording me? or it can be a coffe diespenser. jokes from jeff dunham so dun blame me =)
pool is so fun when u are bored. the msn one... its so cooooooooool. xD at least u dun have to pay for it.
watch jeff dunham. hes so cool... and his puppets are so damn cute. go youtube and search his name... i watch it almost everyday. OMGOSH LA SO FUNNYYYYY. some ppl dunwan listen to me watch... ur problem lor =).
i finally undestand the meaning of kway chap. i have nv eaten it in my life... serously. when nic said kway chao i was like wads that.. then he said its pork with some kind of noodles. lol. looks nice.. one day ill try it xD
saved abt 200+ le [ YEAH !! ] i wanna get a bag and a bass set... and i wanna eat pizza tmr. who wants to come. and im not treatin u. haha.
time passes so slowly... i really miss the holidays. sigh...
13.1.08
its the first time i missed church in more than a year.
i was at my grandpa's bday party... just back. startin to feel weird again... since friday. sigh... i shall try and post sth happy now.
sat had cca orientation for sec 1s.. all so good lookin [yeah right]. build some kind of tripod for a swing but in th end the rope snapped. yeah great. in th sun for 2 hours... shout like small kid for the sec 1s.. feel weird. dunno where that nicholas chan go... and got scolded my ms wong. forgot my badge for the uniform so cant wear full uni like the others.
after that was lunch with jon... talk abt cca stuff.. then he went meet ppl i went home. so bored. was hoping could go church today but parents say have to go the party.
music is a huge part of my life. i think i would die without music. then lately all my music means nothing to me.. all my fav songs like no kick.. all the normal boyslikegirls and falloutboy.. i juz cant appreciate them anymore. not that i dun like them... its like i no mood to listen music. all th metal songs also... underoath, avenged sevenfold, even the slow ones which i normally like.
friday was the worst. right before training then i feel emo.. then was like wth how i go training. wanted to skip... but damn sian so juz go. felt abit better when it started... felt worst at home.. then today better again. thats why i wanted to go church.
the slow songs have more meanin than th fast ones... its norally the other way round but... i dunno. mayb im juz tired of everythin. maybe i shud juz take a break.. stop goin out and all.
no mood to play also... dota or cs or any other game. i can if i want to but i juz dunwan to do anything... i juz wanna.. i dunno.. do nth.. get away for awhile. goin to school helps... takes my mind off things... thats why i dunwanna go home so fast after sch... its not i like goin out. its i dunwanna go back. oh well
should post sth happy sooner or later. sth is missin from my life.. ppl said i think too maturely sometimes for my age.. i guess its true. ppl at 14 dun start thnkin abt life and emo-in and stuff.
no mood for jokes... i never liked them anyway.
No more breath inside, essence left my heart tonight.
Consuming fire, fan into flame. A passion for your name.
When i see your smile, tears roll down my face i cant replace.
All of the wasted time, hours that were left behind, answers that we'll never find, they don't mean a thing tonight
those 4 songs mean alot now... the first shoudnt mean anythin cos its from a7x but it juz does... dun tell me its satanic COS its from a7x okay.. i know what im listenin to.
hatred builds inside. for what i dunno.. it juz does. confusion too... abt alot of stuff.. about everything.
think about u all the time.. cant get u off my mind. it wud be better if i did but i cant.
i really have to go prayer meeting this friday.
happy new year.
i was at my grandpa's bday party... just back. startin to feel weird again... since friday. sigh... i shall try and post sth happy now.
sat had cca orientation for sec 1s.. all so good lookin [yeah right]. build some kind of tripod for a swing but in th end the rope snapped. yeah great. in th sun for 2 hours... shout like small kid for the sec 1s.. feel weird. dunno where that nicholas chan go... and got scolded my ms wong. forgot my badge for the uniform so cant wear full uni like the others.
after that was lunch with jon... talk abt cca stuff.. then he went meet ppl i went home. so bored. was hoping could go church today but parents say have to go the party.
music is a huge part of my life. i think i would die without music. then lately all my music means nothing to me.. all my fav songs like no kick.. all the normal boyslikegirls and falloutboy.. i juz cant appreciate them anymore. not that i dun like them... its like i no mood to listen music. all th metal songs also... underoath, avenged sevenfold, even the slow ones which i normally like.
friday was the worst. right before training then i feel emo.. then was like wth how i go training. wanted to skip... but damn sian so juz go. felt abit better when it started... felt worst at home.. then today better again. thats why i wanted to go church.
the slow songs have more meanin than th fast ones... its norally the other way round but... i dunno. mayb im juz tired of everythin. maybe i shud juz take a break.. stop goin out and all.
no mood to play also... dota or cs or any other game. i can if i want to but i juz dunwan to do anything... i juz wanna.. i dunno.. do nth.. get away for awhile. goin to school helps... takes my mind off things... thats why i dunwanna go home so fast after sch... its not i like goin out. its i dunwanna go back. oh well
should post sth happy sooner or later. sth is missin from my life.. ppl said i think too maturely sometimes for my age.. i guess its true. ppl at 14 dun start thnkin abt life and emo-in and stuff.
no mood for jokes... i never liked them anyway.
No more breath inside, essence left my heart tonight.
Consuming fire, fan into flame. A passion for your name.
When i see your smile, tears roll down my face i cant replace.
All of the wasted time, hours that were left behind, answers that we'll never find, they don't mean a thing tonight
those 4 songs mean alot now... the first shoudnt mean anythin cos its from a7x but it juz does... dun tell me its satanic COS its from a7x okay.. i know what im listenin to.
hatred builds inside. for what i dunno.. it juz does. confusion too... abt alot of stuff.. about everything.
think about u all the time.. cant get u off my mind. it wud be better if i did but i cant.
i really have to go prayer meeting this friday.
happy new year.
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