7.3.08

i got 3rd in cross country.

and i feel weird. i think im sick or sth. its like i either feel damn hot or damn cold and my body is aching all over when i walked the whole bloody cross country route.

drank 2 bubble teas and i still dun feel cold. then all of a sudden im shivering. at least i didnt faint or sth during the run. walk i should say. and i have a sore throat.

o yah. 3rd from the bottom.

4.3.08

your so damn unpredictable. i guess thats what makes it all the more worth it.

3.3.08

hate is the most extreme state of love. yeah i agree.

sometimes i wonder how people actually stay in love. its so complicated. everytime u change, to be. i dunno... something else. then for a moment turn back into that person i knew before.

it may last a while, but that period of time i think its the only time u have your senses with you. i know what u said earlier, but at least treat me better. yeah maybe theres a problem with me, but dont take people for granted. you always had what u wanted. maybe its time u learn.

you know im talking about you. i will never appear sad infront of you. cos i cant. and if u ever read this, which im sure u will, try and cherish what you have now.