and i dont want to be alone anymore.

just call me. or text. or ask me out. just wanna go out and forget about all the problems. i think thats what friends are made for. true ones, at least. :x

if i had the chance, think i would want to be born again, literally. teachers often say that u can only take exams once, can only be this age once, yeah. that moment of regret. u cant change it can you?

would have given everything. maybe even just to be sec 1 again. where everything was so innocent... to me at least. until i changed and started noticing everything. its good points, its flaws.

we often look down on 'nerds', we call them. but i think they are the most carefree people. we dont want to be one, but they dont know that. makes them free.

oh well, thank god for music.

one word to describe the holidays so far : deja vu

its all happening again. same thing like last december holidays. work, play, love. shit man, the whole frigging thing is rotating. only this time, im sure its a totally different path. either that or its going to be exactly the same. sigh.

you know now, everyday the first thing i pick up is not my phone anymore. its my bass. if only she could understand. i guess then everything could be okay.

danial went to the himalayas yesterday (to climb it, obviously). hope he doesnt die. haha. once in a lifetime la, that your school organises a trip to the mountains. i think if the weather was okay up there, i would choose to live there.

all quiet. peaceful. away from it all. that would be nice. then i could forget everything. me, and maybe a few friends, and my mom.

but it wont happen, will it.

should i stumble again, pick up the pieces.

yo.

just came back from calvin's hse. brought my (lovely) bass there and my not-so-lovely amp. the reason it was not so lovely is that it was *@$#*@$*#%ing bulky =) the (noob) lemuel brought his electric without his amp. smart right? then go there play his silent guitar =.=

err. crazy train + one of a jap song intro. forgot the name. quite nice the riff. must perfect then go shock justin =D. and im using my pinky. heehee

then there was the DISC seminar/talk thingy. learn abt our personality and working style. sort of. my was I. stands for influential or sth. and im a pessimist. :X so everything cannot one... except. *cough*

lol. then the giftings seminar the next 2 days. (almost) fell asleep. but cos i was seated in front and there were like 20 ppl. impossible. oh well. creative comm =D

hmm now got my bass. dota becomes like... nothing. HAHA. i mean u compare which one more tempting... maybe cnc got match. but dota... i too pro le =D no need practice.

ah thank you ah! (credits to jirehlee)