This is what Africa will be like if what all the scientists say about global warming comes true. Cool yeah.

Nothing much today. Had practice, played until my fingers were tired (so i used a pick for awhile even though im not allowed heehee) then went to finger gym after that. "Finger Gym" means to excersize your fingers on the computer in a very special way hahaha. Tried left 4 dead (the game), its okay lah but its repetitive and its the same thing over and over again dont you get tired of it O:

Clement's house to swim afterward. I didnt really swim, didnt feel like it, plus the water was really cold. And it was near evening AND it was damn windy!

Oh my parents are back and my sis is gonna want to use the laptop. Bye =D

Dear Hayley Williams, i am currently depressed as i think nobody can really understand me. But its not really their fault, i myself dont want to be understood, i dunno why. Guess its just me.

Argh. School was okay today. Studies about matrixes in Amath and then after recess had a very interesting History lesson! Ms Khai, is a very very good teacher, and she even plays music in class haha. Talked with her after class, and she said she would try to talk to the other teachers and i might get pure history after all. Hmmm. Then i can laugh at my dear friend called Gladys. But dont worry, your much prettier. LOL kidding =) you really must continue with your guitar, yeah.

The Npcc teachers are chasing me again. Too bad Mr Tan is gone, cos he understands that i dont want to go for training, but that Shahari... is gonna be troublesome in my skipping-npcc plan. Heh.

Well i suddenly developed more interested in the acoustic, and im gonna start playing that with my bass, so in a while i'll be able to play both instruments well, what do you think?

Chinese New Year is coming up, and everyone's gonna get rich. What do you think i should spend my money on? Clothes or food or music stuff... or maybe i should just save it.

Been listening to music again lately. Paramore, Tenth Avenue North, Red Jumpsuit. Their nice bands, oh and not to forget UnderOath! Screamo band, shows how passionate they are yeah?

Im gonna go now, and i hope that your band Paramore will continue to do well and get a much larger fan base.

Love ya =D

That song really reminded me of you. And maybe what we could have been. Maybe. The song's lyrics are really beautiful, especially the last line of the bridge. Hmmm thats one regret.

Second is that pure history thing. If i had developed my interest in it earlier, maybe i would have studied earlier and got that 2 marks. Its freaking biased lah! You need a C6 to get into pure geog, then an A2 to get into pure history. Sigh. Still thinking if i should/could appeal. Aha.

Class today was okay. Chinese teacher didnt come again, and Amath lesson passed surprisingly fast. Lit is getting boring though. If we dont start doing something im gonna dislike Lit. Damm. Oh and we managed to watch alotta teevee! Haha. What a wonderful word.

Still waiting for prison break 4 to come out. Dad said its gonna premiere on the last week of Jan but i dunno. Which reminds me. Its Chinese New Year and therefore everyone shall be rich with red packets. Ah. Havent gone shopping for a long time.

New Year's not screwed up yet. Hope its not gonna be. Anyway im getting sick of my rojak guitar. 2nd string is rusty and i dont like the sound that much anymore. Maybe i should get a new one with my red packet money. Oh and i found a very unique shot of an acoustic.



Beautiful right. Well maybe not to you. I tend to see things in a very different way. Maybe thats why you all thing my taste is screwed, haha. Its still her personality that counts anyway.

Im gonna try one last time. No wait. Im gonna keep on trying... yeah.

Took height and weight today and... i am 45.5 kg! YAY all my eating paid off i managed to gain 4.5 kg. Even though i am still considered very light yeah. Hope i really put on weight this year or i will be like a skeleton la.

Oh and if you go to josiah's link on my blog, which is not updated (his real link is www.iwantmorethanjustacokebottle.blogspot.com retarted right!?) , you will find an author of a random blog which blogs in a rather unique way.

Hmmm. Infatuation. What does it really mean, cos if you love someone you love someone right no matter how impossible it is to be together... so is it still considered infatuation? Haha.

I want to be a Vampire! And so my name shall be StillHeart. Wow.

You know if i could just restart my whole secondary school life maybe it would be alot better. Then maybe i could have mixed with the right kind of people and maybe, just maybe i wouldn't have screwed up my life so much. Oh my God are you serious, look at me now like what the hell is wrong with me. Shit this is ridiculous. Whatever.





Saturday's practice was cancelled so i met up with Andeas and Quek to catch red cliff 2. We were at jurong point at 2 and dunno who decided to take the 5 30 movie which gave us 3 hours to kill. In our boredom we went to toysRus and played with the toys there in a very uncivilised manner so we got scolded, lol.

Movie was okay, just that it was threeeeeeeeeee freaking hours and just abit too much talking. Prefered red cliff 1 as there were more battle scenes. But all in all was a rather good movie.

Oh yeah and i just realised that my dota skills have deproved alot. As in, in the match i keep doing stupid things and then after im killed im like "-.- what the freak not again"

Tenth Avenue North. Josiah, i want all the songs now. Hahaha their really nice yeah, the music and the lyrics blend in perfect =D

Oh well.