15.4.09



Nah, this is an exaggeration.

Went to the Universal Cultural Centre for the dance syf competition today. Okay, we went there after spending two hours on makeup, which was very heavy. Told to gel my hair, so i did, and i found out that even after months of not-touching-hair-wax i haven't lost my touch. Spiky.

Foundation + some bridge thing for the nose + eyeliner + eye shadow + a turquoise bird on my forehead and i succeeded in looking pretty. Oh the lipstick. Made my lips look so kissable, like if i were a girl i'd fall in love with myself. HAHA.

That place was cold, and the fact that my costume was just a decorated piece of sleeveless cloth over my body, didn't help. And i was nervous. Well abit. Then we were on the stage then everything went by very fast (O:) and then it was finished. Months of preparation, done. Hmmmpth. Hope we really get something this year.

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And then its back to school already. I was sick the last week, so i missed a whole lotta stuff. Especially E and Amath, together with chem and physics. I'm so gonna die if i don't start studying. Plus the exams are in 9 school days. Like what. Time passed really fast. Wish i was in sec one again. Time was slower then, or so it seemed.

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Watched Knowing yesterday. Was about... aliens. Either the show's very very abstract, or the director was just bored. Cos the storyline's okay, and everything was, until the aliens came took the children away to another planet and everyone else died. Weird. And everyone died. Seriously, how many shows end with no one alive, think about it.

Well it gave me one thought, which was;

If your life ended today, would you look back and know that it had counted for something? That you have lived for something, that you have actually accomplished something in your life.

You know, people complain about a movie like this, that it has no meaning, or no purpose, or that the movie hadn't accomplished anything. But isn't it similar to our lives? And if we actually stopped and checked for a minute, and think, what are we living for? Or what is our purpose in this life?

Cos if you have nothing to live for, and if your just waking up early in the morning every day, just to go to school just because you have to, and at the end of the day, or the week, or the month, or the year, you let it pass and you just live life the same way you have been living, then isn't it pointless?

Aren't YOU pointless?

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Wow, i just preached a sermon.